okay uhm.. abt me.. thts a broad n hard question, but i'll try my best.. ummh first fact im rly bad with broad questions,,

(nd uhm.. sry abt the yapfest n talkin n cringe.. i am plauged by my own self awareness so its nice to gt it all outa my head ;)

my name is tori.. you cn call me vivi too, or any nickname tht fits.. i fnd victoria to sound a littl too grand n fancy, n sch ; angel is jst as sweet if you'd prefer to jst use my usernames.. ummh ok likes.. i rly love pink, all things sweet n saddening.. ; mostly sweet.. although i definitely rely on my melancholy n sufferin' for comfort.. i draw myself towards bad ppl cos i love em,, im aware of tht,, n uhm.. i rly wldnt have it any other way.. i cn be quite reserved , i rly hope i dnt come off as snobby or cold or anythng.. i am scared of tht happenin cos i am rly relucant to engage wth ppl.. i am vry vry vryyy socially inept.. sry,, wht else?

i m 16.. october bby.. ; (10/26) i identify heavily with angels, ghosts, puppies, n deer fawns, (thts me hehehhh) n a few characters (yes this is jst my kinlist.. shh...) sch as fluttershy, mikan tsumiki, chi, mimi/ushka, yuri (ddlc), alice margatroid, madotsuki, noelle holiday, sakuya, lobco, linaria, taffy macarona ringo ame alice (in wonderland) (uhumumum dnt kill me for the okegom pls.. rpgmaker games r smthin im super fixated on..)

i am a vry docile grl.. gentle ? i cn b vry easily overwhelmed by people who r high-energy.. no offense to them of course ; jst a lot for me to process, mst socializin is a lot for me.. i hve horrible 1-to-1 social anxiety evn online , due to a lot of (self.. it is m doing) isolation,, some days its wrse thn others.. bt i wld like friends ; people to connect wth.. i knw tht is important to have to function.. (ive actually made one since wrote this.. vry sweet girl ; love you scotty.. ;;;)

one of my biggest n longest fixations is psychology.. brains r quite fascinating to me n ive always been rly introspective.. (duhh,, who else am i supposed to tlk to..? othr people..?? hehe..) it's knda dichotomous..? (as i always am..) im rly good at givin advice n i knw a lotta trivia on silly n frivvy thngs.. altho im rly socially dumb n awkward n weird,, evn tho i cn understand why ppl do wht they do quite easily.. i struggle with true "empathy" as i often dnt feel emotionally th same.. bt i wld consider myself to b vry sympathetic, ; n i always try to pick th kindest options in everythin ; umm.. n i like to b helpful whn i cn..
i also rly adore cultivatin n preenin my personal "aesthetic" (i dnt rly like callng it tht, feels like a fixed label... all boxed in) pink lace frills nd heart-shaped pills make me vry happy ; i also enjoy writing (nd reading c:): poetry nd songs ; i considered sharin them bttt thts jst too personal for me.. :c i hav a history of a couple copycats,, um who i dnt blame!! ithnk its natural to do tht whn you're tryin to fnd smthin for yourself n it is sweet in a sense.. bt it rly makes me paranoid.. :c n if theres one thing id rly wnt to be "mine, all mine" id b my poetry.. ;
i collect porcelain dolls and knives.. im quite proud of bth inventories c: heheh... ;
i go by angelvitiated or bruisedlittleangel everywhere i wnt to b seen.. pls pls ask me bfore addin me on places lik discord.. i dnt take random reqs unless i recognize th user its vry scary.. by umm anyone is free to flw socials of course..! c: nd id love to mutual if asked ; i do post a lot of myself nd i hope it doesnt seem too narcissistic.. i simply see my coords nd makeup as my favorite art form ; nd i hope you guys like tht "art" art aswll.. ;
i rly love rpgmaker games.. if you cn thnk of one ive probably played it.. hehe ; i lik to look for rly old ones on archives n find nicher ones (altho they're usually in japanese..) i fnd a lotta cool sites n archives since i lik to browse arnd th web alot,, ; i shld add cool ones here mre often :

; game quicklist ;
fatal frame, cineris somnia, roblox, ddlc, ts4, danganronpa, earthbound, animal crossing, yume nikki, alice madness, alisa, dreadout, hello charlotte.. i like lots of vns and obscure web projects.. i cldnt name thm all here bt id love to tlk abt them..

; tv/movies/webseries ;
chobits, strawberry shortcake, psychocuties, lucky star, mlp (not too into it rn, bt it ws a lovely watch.. id wtch it again in a heartbeat..), haibane renmei, valerie and her week of wonders, ginger snaps, thirteen..

tht is all i thnk.. feel vry free to ask anything else you r wondering.. hmmmm.. (altho it may b in th blog section ; i overshare alot..)